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[Nov. 11th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | kathys music | ] |
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| alone |
[Nov. 9th, 2004|07:32 pm] |
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| |  AHHHHHHHH! | ] |
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| | none | ] |
have you ever been so mad that you can do normal day to day things with out fucking up. this has not been my month. i have all this anger in me and i am trying so hard not to explode. but instead its getting worse and worse. its building up and i think that soon im going to break down, or have a break down. the person that would usually make me feel better or make me laugh is the one reason why im feeling this way. and to make it worse, my feelings are going un noticed and not cared about.
I miss home, i miss my friends and i miss my fam. school here is ok, its not bad. but there are so many things i miss and so many things i dont have here. ive been stunted in a way.
my plan is too make it better. to just go out and make my life better. its the only thing to do. i dont know what im going to do about my anger situation.....FUCK! but its more than just anger its hurt. |
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| Halloween and my Phone |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|08:10 pm] |
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| |  I miss my phone! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Travis | ] |
*We planned a party!*
we got awesome costumes!
We got decorations!
we got beer and alcohol!
we got candy!
*Setting up*
We decorated the house like crazy (it looked awsome) *spider webs*hanging bats* balloons*black lights red lights* big spiders
Kathy Put up the balloons everywhere
I set up the bar and beer balls
blaine made jello shots
We got dressed, did make up and hair....
*PARTY TIME!!!*
we drank and drank and drank....
people came........
I bartended, made amazing punch with eye balls and spiders in it, and died shots of alcohol red and black
we danced
we drank more
I passed out!
My cell phone was stolen!
My sole was taken from me...aka my phone
*******So please leave me your number so i can re- program it in my new not as special phone***************** |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|04:15 pm] |
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| |  Its freezing in my apt. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Clannad | ] |
i had a nice relaxing little weekend. mike and i stayed in on friday, got chinese's food and rented a movie. then saturday i went to the dorms and hung out with drew, dave, john, ect. Then watched the sox game, go sox! then we played cards with drew and them and i lost 10 bucks!! Now i am sitting here trying to do anything but work. i have sooo much hw. and its fucking mid term week. i hate it! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|05:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Travis (yay for scottish bands) | ] |
do you ever feel unwanted? Maybe thats not the correct word to describe my feeling, but i dont know what is. I cant explain how I feel. I am happy. but there is something else going on. i dont know what it is. Its a feeling that makes me lye in bed during the day for hours not doing anything. I am not lonely. So why am I so down? There must be a reason....i just cant see it.
Well this weekend will be GREAT.......(sarcasim). My katreeen is in LA. I will see her hyper ass soon enough. I guess i should really be studying for mid terms huh?? AHHHHHH FUN |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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I personally think is great that they won. Yes i am from california but so what? many people from different states support other sports teams. People in NH, RI ect. that dont have a baseball teams root for the Red Sox. Should they not be aloud to support a team because they dont have one to root for? Another example is my Grandfather. He is from Japan, lives in LA and supports the Yankees...would you yell at him and tell him hes wrong for being a fan of a team from the wrong state even country? probably not, because you support the yankees aswell. My parents are not from this country so should I not be aloud to root for any sports teams at all? My boyfriend is a die hard Sox Fan he is from New England (so thats exceptible). Why should i not support the team that the man I love loves so dearly. In LA I never supported a team so why should you look down on me for supporting a team i found to love. I now live in Boston so why not support the city I live in. If I know enough about the players and the game then I know enough to support which team I want.
About your factoids......If you are going to judge a baseball team or any race or person or governtment or institution on their PAST then you will end up hating the world and everyone in it. Im pretty sure that whoever was running the team back then and all the players back then are either dead or not apart of the team anymore. The Red Sox's team is made up of minorities. And if you saw the fans in the streets last night you would see that the majority of them are minorities aswell. So if they can get over it I think you shouldnt judge it.
Further more, who are to judge and question peoples decisions? I am offended and you would be too if people judged you. I just dont think its a nice thing to do. I know you are an opinionated person and thats great I am too, but I would never generalize a huge group of people so harshly because I was upset. I dont know if you would consider me a friend, but I happen to include you in the people i consider friends. Maybe thats not the point but you should know that your stepping on toes of people who care about you.
-Love Chels
ps. I would pay money for tickets to see a game. |
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| SOX WON! |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|02:38 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the ringing in my ears | ] |
Tonight was CRAZY!!!!! FUCKIN SOX WON FUCKAS!!!!!! YANKEES CAN KISS SOX ASS!
Kathy ,me, Mike, Blaine, Ryan, and Paul ran around the city celebrating. The city exploded! it was awsome. There were girls showing there tits, cars getting rocked side to side, horns going off, people running in the streets and I think we all lost our voices from yelling. Kathy and I ran around with sombreros on and Blaine ran around with our pinata and a santa hat on. We walked soo far alaround Fenway down and back around to Boylston all the way down then back around park drive to Boylston again. Then Down Mass ave and all the way home. Totally awsome!There were so many people every were. It was great.
As for today I sucked. I didnt go to any of my classes cause I didnt do my HW because i was busy with game 6 (watchiing at our local irish pub Flann O'Brien's). So I layed in Bed playing wih my i tunes. hahaha. I suck |
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| sicky |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|01:29 am] |
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| | sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sleepy Time Mix | ] |
My back hurts and I feel sick!
But on the up side The SOX WON!!!!! GOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOXXXXX WOOOOOOOH! |
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| Its a Beautiful Life |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK! I love you and If you dont get in , life goes on and you will get in next year. You are great! i love you! |
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| uugggg |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|05:57 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the movie "princess bride" | ] |
You know that song "your so vain you probably think this song is about you"? you know?
well thats how i feel about livejournals sometime. People write vague entries about friends and I dont know if its about me or not. Its vain to always think its about you. But at the same time usually it is about you. What it comes down to is knowing how much you ment to a person. If you know you ment or mean alot to your friend then you can safly say that there journal entry could be about you. But if you dont know how your friend really felt about you then she could be talking about someone eles.
With out being vain i think i can say this responce to a friends entry....
i miss ort spots and cows end too. And ps i knew you always ate some breakfast before you left. hehehe. |
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| Im back |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|02:06 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
Hi all. I was randomly on Live Journal tonight and read some friends updates. I havent updated or even been on livejournal in months. But I was inspired to update.
Here goes.
I have this really weird feeling inside. Its kinda like when your young and going on a sleepover. Your really excited to be some where new with friends but then later you get home sick and you miss your mom and dad. Well i have that home sick feeling. But im not missing my dad or bro or even LA at all. Im missing some certain people that were in my life and now are not. Dear friends to me that i had and lost.
There is this one girl, you know who you are. We were best friends (in my opinion), joint at the hip.we had adverntures and play time and for the life of us we could never find anything to do but drive around and be silly. I loved this girl very very much. We had a long close relationship. Now i dont have this friend. Some where along the way she disapperred from my life.Maybe it was my fault, but we stopped being friend. Tonight I read some of her livejournals. I feel sad that i dont know what shes been up to, or how shes doing. I feel some how left out of her life. I miss her alot. I miss the fun we had and having her in my life. It might sound weird. But to me its hard to let go of great people and great friendships. To others it might be easy to just move on and leave it behind. Well once in a while like tonight,i think of our fun times and i wish we had never fell apart. Maybe one day we will open our resturant name it CinnaLoo, and buy that house on the beach.
Then there are the special people that made this past summer amazing. I didnt get to spend a whole lot of time with them. But i miss them and hope to see them real soon.
As for as normal update, Im great, schools good, new apt is great and....now its my bed time. bye all |
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| cant sleep |
[May. 24th, 2004|01:19 am] |
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| | lonely | ] |
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| | Diana Krall-you call it madness | ] |
i miss you |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | outkast | ] |
i am home sick |
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| good |
[Mar. 4th, 2004|03:01 am] |
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| | calm | ] |
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ill up date you all on GOOD things-
* i had a great lesson the other day with david scott. It put me in a great mood and really built my confidence that berklee has a way of knocking down.
* Kathy and i found a great 2 bedroom apt today. Its big and cute and wonderful. and its in a great location.
*Amy is for sure coming to visit me during spring break
*I will have the apt to my self for spring break.
*Im having a sleep over tonight
* Im not as nervous to go to my jazz lab tomorrow.
*I got my discount urban outfitters card
*its bed time! |
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